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| Make the message- Acho, havent been here in awhile, surprised if anyone even goes on Xanga anymore too. Now if anyone does come I won't get into my personal life. Lets see what happening and get into the jist of it. What am I gonna write about? Girls, School, Games, Problems or is Edwin just gonna ramble on until you stop reading this? I'm hoping I just make a very long list of things to keep in tone and stuff. Hmmm too late? Long ago you say?- It seems I ran out of soda to drink. Well summers here and it'll hopefully be fun. I really don't know what to type up or write about. Lets see tomorrow afew people are going to the beach but I plan to go to manhatten to get some stuff and what not. I can't believe your still reading this. Lately you guys been surprising me alot. I got alot to catch up on and socialize some more. Doot Doot. Ack- I took a small break from writing this stuff up and something just came up. Wow I kinda feel like a dick now, used and pretty much didnt notice. lawl(wtf). It tends to happen way too much these days. Am I venting? well we'll see if I am, I hope not. This shit is starting to get me pissed. I dont know what they see in me but people dont work for it and then quit it after a week when you gave it all the effort you ever had. Unless I heard wrong, then I understand. Caught me off guard.- The title says it all. Let my guard down and boom lost it forever. My poor shirt or whatever you wanna put it as a symbol for something else. yea, this mood is swinging and things just keep popping up while Im writing. Someone called me around 12:30(night time) the other day and it was really surprising. After a hour I think I got a little too hard on them and one of us hanged up. Lets see if I can write more later on during the day. | | |
| Lets save up our fun and put it into a bottle for later, k'ay?- This whole week has been keeping me confused. I'm really trying in my classes and its pretty hard. I got 3-10 but most of the time I go 2nd to finish up my H.W. or play Handball. I also met alot of new people. Its all good. Today was freaking great in a "We need to head back to recover me cell phone." kinda way. I got to meet Joye (sp) today and it was pretty sweet, nice girl. I don't know why but I'm constantly thinking about stuff and my future.  I act that way because I don't like you- I was planning on writing more for an update but couldnt really come up with anything, I need to go to manhatten to pick up some books. | | |
| All my Edwins under- Halloween bishies!! Well I haven't really dressed up for Halloween for the past 2-3 years I decided to do a little cosplaying. I wish I can have a chat with Yinara for this since she knows all the basic and shiz. I wish I can order stuff from E-bay since it makes everything 80% more easier. Like Lenny my amigo said to me, white people cant cosplay and japs are the best at it. I might end up going somewhere with my son and afew friends going around shore road at day, at night egging some houses.  ( I would hit that. )
School of Ed- Now to update you on Training (School). It takes too much energy out of me. The only class that amuses me is Astronomy and English. I got Mrs.Conway for english, hella cool teacher might I add. I try not to sleep in class but it happens. Fort sucks, too many ____ and ____. No those are not racist words. Friday for an Ed?- Why is my family against me on the days I have stuff set-up? C'mon this friday Linda's party!! I might not make it for a number of reasons. 1. Doctors app. Yea on a friday at 1. So Im basically wasting my half day and a party for a check up. 2. I might have to go with my aunt to check some stuff out with her. | | |
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Well I'm gonna see how this turns out. Lets see, Im gonna ask you a question ok. How well do you know your friends, better yet. How well do you think you know them? I for one don't really know them much. Only about 7 out of 100 I truly know, I hope. I don't know how to type this but keep with me, ok? Recently I've been keeping my mouth shut and observing whats happening and Im seeing alot of people putting there friends aside for reasons that make no sense. For one you never miss some one's Birthday because its too hot outside, what stupid excuse is that? Even if you don't like it, think about the other person. What it means to have people be with on a such a day. Another thing, I won't say names but now I lost all trust for afew people whom I call friends. Never Ditch your friends for some one your only gonna cry about when you two break up, because not only is your relationship gonna gonna drown, but your friends are gonna go under too.
Whats been kept inside one's cage-
Well my love life has taken twists and turns before, but nothing like this.Just thinking about it makes my head boggle. It is really a confusing matter to discuss or how ever you spell it, it doesnt matter in the slightest. Giro, well to lighten things up I finally obtained Sgt. Frog Volume 11!!!-reads- stfu now. -finishes-
 < OMG look its Kururu!!
So yea I'm bored and pretty tired. I was gonna put way more but look at the time. Its pretty late and I have to get up to go bowling for Lisa's Birthday. (Lena invited and I'm dragging Zi along)
 < Who can that be omg!!?? The finished product (Background and cleanup) is some where in my folder, yes Im too lazy to scan it. 
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| 11:13 P.M.-
Lets start off with this morning. Woke up around 1 or so. Got my shit together went to Lief for some B-ball time. It was good, coulda been better. No one good today. Met up with Zi later (Zi + Basketball = WTF) He left early since B-ball isnt his thing. Got home at 5 or so. After a bit fell asleep fucked up. Woked up at 8. There goes my day since my cousin's cell isnt working these days.
Little Kids-
Look at all these "Gangsters" we have in the streets its funny how they complain about not having a good job when there 20 or so. The way life is going, I think alot of these kids have no future. Well I havent been updating like before but thats ok, nothing that great happening here anyway. Yea, the best relationship I'm having is the one I shouldn't be in.
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